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    Thursday, December 24th, 2009
    catach_amadan
    12:33p
    Friday, December 18th, 2009
    saltnester
    1:09p
    London, like a Hollywood film...
    Postbox:


    snowman (in a loincloth) )

    The carrot didn't really work as a nose, so I ate most of it and just used what you see...he's got proper coal eyes, though.

    Current Mood: a bit snowsinged
    Current Music: Soldier's Joy
    Thursday, December 17th, 2009
    saltnester
    9:14p
    snow!
    SNOW SNOW SNOW! EEE EEE EEE!

    that is all.

    Current Mood: snow!
    Current Music: Sing For Absoloution
    Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
    psychodrake
    8:20p
    Aaaaand... deferred. I suspected as much, it's very, very rare to get let in in EA. So I'll go through this whole thing again in march. Only I'll be a lot more upset because if I don't get in, it's over. But hey, time to fill out other apps and get psyched about other colleges.

    ETA: The (most likely final) list, in order of preference, is: MIT, Carnegie Mellon, Stanford, Caltech, Penn U, Cornell. Others may be added if I come across them and they're comapp schools. All results will be had in March. I'd be happy going to any of these schools, the first four for their type, and the four enclosing for their location, and they're all famously good computer schools. The last two are Ivy, incidentally. I'm not hot for California (no pun intended), but both Caltech and Stanford are very good schools, particularly for Compsci, so.

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Martha and the Vandellas:Heatwave
    Tuesday, December 15th, 2009
    psychodrake
    5:22p
    I have Google Wave invitations! Anyone want one? If you haven't heard of it, investigate. The 1:20:00 long Google IO presentation is really worth the time.

    Current Mood: good
    Current Music: Lady Gaga:Teeth
    Sunday, December 13th, 2009
    psychodrake
    7:54p
    What I'm supposed to be doing: My English Essay Which Is Due Tomorrow
    What I'm doing: Contemplating Obsession Re: The Following



    Current Mood: awake
    Current Music: Lady Gaga:Paparazzi
    saltnester
    9:34p
    j'ai un sapin!
    small but bonny )

    ...c'est tout.

    Current Mood: trop tired think in one langue
    Current Music: Pagan Angel And A Borrowed Car
    Saturday, December 12th, 2009
    psychodrake
    12:17a
    Okay. Totally obsessing now. If I don't get into MIT I'm going to have a breakdown.

    Look. At the AWESOME that is IAP. I exploded with squee reading the compsci pages. And, oddly, the PE pages also. I want this SO BADLY.

    Never realised how much I learned about music just from being in choir those two years in primary school. I was astounded the other day at the concept that people might not be able to hear/recognise/notice descant harmonisation, having never done it themselves. I always do descant flourishes when I sing, I can't help it, which means I sometimes ef up Guitar Hero songs because I'm singing different notes.

    I need to do more computery things. Do you have any idea how long it's been since I programmed something? Too long. Been too busy with school-games-writing-drawing, in that order. I HAVE TOO MANY HOBBIES. Sorry for the capslock.

    Christmas looks like it's going to kind of suck this year. Stress, a lack of gifts I really want, and general scheisse. I feel like a bloody zombie. Like, I think about who I am, and it feels like I'm thinking about some person who stopped existing back in August. It's not even like he died, he was just gone, and now I'm sitting here and it's december and I'm going, "Well, shit, how did I survive that?"
    I need a break. A long one. I need a couple years to sort my head out so it doesn't scar. So much for staying sane, I guess.

    ETA: Okay. No. Really. I'm going to explode. I fit into all the top brackets of MIT's admission statistics. Test scores, class rank, everything. And I applied early action on top of that. I have about as good a chance as one can possibly have. Which, statistically, is still less than 50%. I am now furiously doubting my application's quality, whether it represented me well enough. I'm so bad at making myself understood. And relating to strangers. I don't think I can make it until Wednesday. The tension is going to give me a heart attack. If I don't get in I'm going to go live in the gutter and eat worms. If I don't get in they're going to have to put me in a straitjacket so that I don't tear my own face off. I know, getting way too worked up over this college thing, especially since I could be deferred and still get in in March. But OH MY GOD.

    Current Mood: What The Fuck
    Current Music: The Beatles:Rocky Raccoon
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